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two eyes

 

I love this self-portrait.

Out of order

The tree blew over revealing corrugated roof of a Quonset hut or other structure. I am not familiar with this part and the cleaning seemed long for a hut.

I thought I might be close with the ducting, but there is a chest freezer and car nearby. It looks period though.

I thought it might be the ducting to a facility that may have already been located. I may have been standing on top of it, but I was afraid to walk over the roof as I know there are vents. I could not find the road and that's how I find sites.

 

There is a road I could have taken as a second try, but I could not bring myself to stay in the area. I see bear signs all the time. I know they are close and I normally shrug it off and push on, being aware and loud. I just got spooked this time. This is a small bear and they are generally more curios than older ones. Although, I keep telling myself I have never seen any!

All kind of prints around. Ermine, fox, rabbit, deer, birds.

 

It's great to be 8!

Abigail, Father's joy

 

Topaz cross and too cute Tshirt provided by Grandmum. Smile, kindness, and humor brought to you by God.

Big girl cracking eggs for our muffin breakfasts for the week.

All Hallows' Eve

Abigail had a jam packed Halloween as Princess Leia.. She went to two parties and went trick or treating twice. Kodiak has a daytime downtown business trick or treat, then on Saturday she went door to door. At the Assembly of God where she goes to Kids Rock they had games and a skit with young men dressed as cave men, one who was named Bones. An educated cave man told the others about Jesus (and hammers, fire, and wheels).

only in Kodiak!

 

Pete the Cat story character pumpkin for school. Abby got third place for the entire school. Each class made a book character pumpkin and individual students submitted a few too. I thought third place was pretty dang good. We had a fun time making him.  We learned about proportions, talked about what we would do differently, and explored materials (how do you make ears stick to a pumpkin?).

Phone photos

Being one-eyed I thought he would have been adopted a long time ago. Mr. Wink aka Winkles aka Stinky Wink.  Not sure what his name really is...He's older, has bear patches in his old man knees, yellow teeth, a fishy breath I appreciate, and he sleeps...a lot. He silent chirps at birds just like Basil used to. Sleeps with us. I enjoy having him, but I miss Basil. It is hard to describe her energy, her soul.

Abby is taking horse care/ horseback riding lessons at the Mission. She feeds and brushes them and is learning basic riding. She wants to be a veterinarian.

 

She is getting so big! Not my baby anymore. We have so much fun together. Yesterday we worked on creating a book character (Pete the Cat) on a pumpkin for school.

 

Why not?

Drugs make your brain stuffy: Bring a stuffed animal.

 Abby drew this photo of Basil. Then added the halo after she died a couple days later.

The belly ringlets. 

 

Basil

Years after the last cat I cared for died, and after Abby at about the age of five had expressed interest in having a pet, we discussed the responsibilities - caring for them for their life. We started going to the animal shelter. I believe in adopting from shelters. Giving a home to the animals that otherwise would have none. I adopted Sarah, the one eyed very stinky clawless calico. My mom looked at me and said, "Are you sure." I was. No one was going to adopt that cat. She was cool. Smart, kind. Our perfect Golden Retriever Gideon LOVED to chase squirrels in the yard. He never came close. I saw Sarah pounce on a squirrel before.

We went to the shelter for a month, once a week, and saw Basil several times. She seems like a "normal" cat. I wanted a normal cat. Lucky, the all white two different colored eye cat was deaf, and eccentric. Not really loving so much. Venus was ancient and peed on my floor every day. I wanted a loving cat.

We did not get a normal cat. Basil was beyond awesome - a pure soul goddess. Long haired but did not shed. Softest most fluffy fur ever. Her markings were SOooooo beautiful. Little stripes in her arms, little curls on her belly, white pucker mouth adorable, a patch of the most golden glow on her leg, different colored pads on her paws. The pictures I took never did her justice. She was not only beautiful on the outside, but the in.

She was so faithful. She followed us everywhere. Sat by us, slept with us, played with us. She was our constant companion. She loved to play string, eat wet food (her furry butt scampering towards the kitchen), sleep next to Abigail. She liked to sit on the porch, wander to the neighbors house to poop and catch mice. She was an indoor outdoor cat. She did not stay out long though. About 20 minutes at a time. Twice a day in good weather. I knew there was a risk, but there was no keeping her in. She would sneak out if she had to. I would listen for the pitter patter of her dainty paws as she ran up the stairs to be let in.  I adored her. I kissed her and patted her little head and thanked her every time she comforted me. Abigail put hats on her and thought she was the best. I totally spoiled her and we fed her lots of treats. She loved life. She smiled a lot.

Two weeks ago on Saturday, I woke up and as usual did yoga, pushing her out of the way. She was practically glued to us. I went on about my day. It doesn't matter the details, although they are frozen in my head, but she did not come home. I knew, when that Saturday night, I begged and pleaded that I would give anything to have her back, it was too late. I found her on Sunday morning where I pick raspberries. She was still fluffy and pretty, but when I called her name she did not move.

I think I kind of knew:

1. That day or week I asked myself how long she would use her personalized bowls that I made for her.
2. I told myself that day or that week, "I hope my neighbors realize how much I love her" as she sat on the porch in the sun. She walked through their yard a lot, and I hoped they didn't resent her for it. One of the guys later asked if that was the cat (I was standing at her grave) and he said, "I just saw her." That was the last time anyone probably did.
3. I told myself it will start raining soon and get cold so she will be inside more often. She only had to live that moment, that one fucking moment. It has rained ever since. And her precious fluffy body is frozen in the ground.
4. On Friday, as I was leaving to go back to work after lunch, she was lounged on the chair. I went up to her, and hugged her, and thanked her so much for all she had done for me.

I am utterly devastated. I asked Abby how He could do that to her? She did not deserve that. She replied, "He didn't do that." "Why was He not looking out for her?" It is not fair in so many ways. Basil loved life. She never got to grow old. She was in the prime of her life! And now, I walk past where she died everyday. I walk past her grave everyday.

I thought we would all be together, our family unit, for another ten years. Abby was supposed to have her until she was a teenager. Abby said it was the worst day of her life so far. She said, "When you said you had bad news I didn't think it would be that bad." She said she wanted Basil back even if she drinks out of the toilet. Weeks later, Abby is ok, but I still cry. I just loved her so much and I feel bad for her.

Basil is a superstar in my heart.

DC

 It began with running into Sarah Palin at the Anc airport.

 

Thanks to OH Congressman Turner we got a private tour of the Capitol.  

 

 

 There is more below than there is above!

 the crypt

 Original entrance

 

 really cool tram from the 1960s so members can get from there offices to the chamber quick

 

 lots of money in DC

 

 even the small buildings are big.

 I was impressed by the architecture - from historic to contemporary.

 

 

The Hoover is one of my favorites!

 

 

 Lots of art and free museums of course

 

dyed sinew on pipe pouch

 

 

WWII in the Am History

 

 We spent too much money on food. Sorry.

 Monuments too

 

As soon as Abigail returned she was elected to student government. Her platform was not strong, but she won the popular vote!